ReportsFromEastEurope

Hello !

Hope, everybody here is well. I am well. I have woken up 1 hour ago. Yesterday night I was with my collegaue in a disco, with a collegaue of mine, in south London. After waking up, I eat some fish with cheese. i also drank a cup of cofee, My collegaue is going back to the office, as he still have some tasks to finish. Perhaps I wlll go with him. I dont have tasks to finish, but I dont want to stay alone at the flat. The office is near. Nobody is there at the moment. Or perhaps I will stay at home, and start reading my new book, that I bought yesterday ? The book is "Of mice and man" from John Steinbeck,
Yesterday I spent almost 1 hour in the bookshop, and was selecting between the books. This book is short, and I hope, that I can read it till the end. My english is not so good. Yesterday I also entered a video casette shop, and I borrowed 3 films from there. We have seen yesterday "Hotel Ruanda". It was good. I did not understand everything, but I knew, what is the film about. I also borrowed "Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid", and "All the presidents men". Perhaps we will watch the Butch Cassidy film today.
That is all for now. Hope everybody is well.

See you soon here !

...today was a relatively good day for me. Why ? I dont know. I did not make great mistakes in the office, and tried to regard the things around me nice, and look the world as a challange, or as a good possibility. Although, i did not manage to finish my task, but it was not my mistake, there were something wrong with my computer..I have a need to read something, as the Metro journal doesnt satisfy my interests. The Times not, either. Perhaps I buy a book this week in a bookstore, near the office, where I work. But what book will I buy ? I dont know..Perhaps I will borrow some video from the shop, or watch a movie on weekend. I have not seen any film, since I am here. I saw the last film from the beginning to the end, when I was still at home, in February. Soon April comes. I am not really interested in television series, such as Friends. They are not my style. Perhaps, the stories are too similar to my life, or everyone's life ? I have only seen some episodes (or parts from episodes), bit it did not arouse my interest. But I am not interested in the super heroes, either. I am interested in the normal people's life, but Friend's stories are too artificial for me. Okey, they are comedies. Fortunately, life is not a comedy. But sometimes it is advised to regard life as funny, but not every time. "Keep balance !"
Soon I go to the shower. I relax a little before going to sleep. And tomorrow, an other day comes. I have to admit, that my life passes boring nowadays. Sometimes I like it, sometimes not. Really, hardly anything happens to me..I like a bit more excited life, than I have now, but only positive excitements, such as making a trip, making a good talk with a friend, etc. Not the artificial excitements.
That is all for today. I go now. Next time !

Good night !

...yes, as I have written it earlier, but of course, at that time I only wished, that it came true, so after a long time of dreaming to go to the UK to work, I arrived. I arrived, and I am here for about 1.5 months here. Well, my feelings regarding this whole "deal" is mixed. Yes, I am glad, for two reasons : first - I came from an Eastern European country to work in the more wealthy UK. second - I did, that I said to myself to do.
Okey, lets change, and not to talk about the richness of England (my country is also rich, although not in money, but in culture), and not to talk about, what I wanted.
I work in London, in an office. I like working there. But sometimes I find my days boring. Everyday working, then usually gym. Then eating, and sleeping. Okey, I am with friends from my country here, and work together, but sometimes I feel, that I cant be really accepted here, as I am from EastEurope. I think it from some small sign. Does the english accent matters so much ? Yes, I think, that people prefer Western European people, or USA, or Australian people. To tell the truth, I understand it, as before I came here, i have read in newspapers (in my country), that my country's people in the UK often cheat each other. But me not. Everyone lives his life. Me too.

...expectations. I could collect my emotions in this word, if I can write only one word. "Dont expect too much !" - I say to myself. And dont change your mind !
Yes, as it is, I have bought my airplane ticket to London, for the second week of February. "Dont come back too early" - I also say to myself.
Many may think, why somebody would like to leave his homeland, for the foggy London. "Why ?"-asks my mates, and some of my friends also. Many doesnt understand. I have to be strong to myself, and not listen to others, who tells me, it is better to stay in your EasternEuropean country, and wait for a better life. They say, the things, that happens in my country, are the same, as in anywhere, for example in England as well. But I dont listen to them. If one listen everytime to others, then he/she cant reach anything. I have to stay in London, or generally in the UK for a longer time, till my mind will be free from my country's thinkings. Many people asks me, why am I not happy, if I earn much money in my country. Now I dont earn much money, but perhaps I could.
But is money really the most important thing ? I dont think so......

somebody, from Eastern Europe

...expectations. I could collect my emotions in this word, if I can write only one word. "Dont expect too much !" - I say to myself. And dont change your mind !
Yes, as it is, I have bought my airplane ticket to London, for the second week of February. "Dont come back too early" - I also say to myself.
Many may think, why somebody would like to leave his homeland, for the foggy London. "Why ?"-asks my mates, and some of my friends also. Many doesnt understand. I have to be strong to myself, and not listen to others, who tells me, it is better to stay in your EasternEuropean country, and wait for a better life. They say, the things, that happens in my country, are the same, as in anywhere, for example in England as well. But I dont listen to them. If one listen everytime to others, then he/she cant reach anything. I have to stay in London, or generally in the UK for a longer time, till my mind will be free from my country's thinkings. Many people asks me, why am I not happy, if I earn much money in my country. Now I dont earn much money, but perhaps I could.
But is money really the most important thing ? I dont think so......

somebody, from Eastern Europe

...expectations. I could collect my emotions in this word, if I can write only one word. "Dont expect too much !" - I say to myself. And dont change your mind !
Yes, as it is, I have bought my airplane ticket to London, for the second week of February. "Dont come back too early" - I also say to myself.
Many may think, why somebody would like to leave his homeland, for the foggy London. "Why ?"-asks my mates, and some of my friends also. Many doesnt understand. I have to be strong to myself, and not listen to others, who tells me, it is better to stay in your EasternEuropean country, and wait for a better life. They say, the things, that happens in my country, are the same, as in anywhere, for example in England as well. But I dont listen to them. If one listen everytime to others, then he/she cant reach anything. I have to stay in London, or generally in the UK for a longer time, till my mind will be free from my country's thinkings. Many people asks me, why am I not happy, if I earn much money in my country. Now I dont earn much money, but perhaps I could.
But is money really the most important thing ? I dont think so......

somebody, from Eastern Europe

...expectations. I could collect my emotions in this word, if I can write only one word. "Dont expect too much !" - I say to myself. And dont change your mind !
Yes, as it is, I have bought my airplane ticket to London, for the second week of February. "Dont come back too early" - I also say to myself.
Many may think, why somebody would like to leave his homeland, for the foggy London. "Why ?"-asks my mates, and some of my friends also. Many doesnt understand. I have to be strong to myself, and not listen to others, who tells me, it is better to stay in your EasternEuropean country, and wait for a better life. They say, the things, that happens in my country, are the same, as in anywhere, for example in England as well. But I dont listen to them. If one listen everytime to others, then he/she cant reach anything. I have to stay in London, or generally in the UK for a longer time, till my mind will be free from my country's thinkings. Many people asks me, why am I not happy, if I earn much money in my country. Now I dont earn much money, but perhaps I could.
But is money really the most important thing ? I dont think so......

somebody, from Eastern Europe

Yes, perhaps the most interesting thing, that I realized in my near past, that some, whom I think, i know very much, and I think, they also know me very much : but we differ not so little, as I thought.

I dont like some things around me. Forgive me for my bad english, I am not an englishman.
I cant see exactly my future. When I sometimes listen to advices of others, they dont give me the advices, that I think, they would give me.
I need some more money, because I want to relocate abroad, to Western Europe. The past 30 years were interesting, sometimes sad, sometimes happy around me, but I plane my future abroad. Perhaps England can be okey. I was there in my near past. I liked the life there. Some things keeps me now at my birthland (it can sound ugly - the country, where I lived), but after arranging my things, I try to go to England again. I have to believe in myself, I cannot afford myself to be only a toy for others. Cont...

Today is a bad day for me. Detalis later.